alone

dont let them into your world of pain,
dont let them see as it's not to your gain,
dont open up, keep that brick wall high,
dont let them see that it's every night you cry.

laying in your bed..lonely and feeling low,
crying silently into your pillow, trying not to show,
that person laying next to you for whom you care so much,
trying not to show them you do not want their touch.

just wanting to be free from it all,
to find that special one,
to be held so tight and f***ed so hard,
will these feelings ever be gone.

i'm a very complexed person you see,
though i do not ask for a lot,
just appreciation for the things i do,
and honesty instead of some random plot

coz i'm an easy going sort-not one to shout and scream,
am i asking too much of a person-living in a dream?
do what you enjoy-what makes you smile,
then come tell me of your fun-sit with me for a while.

i want to hear your tales as i cook a well needed meal,
i want to hear you laugh as the potatoes i peel,
want to run my hands over you-revive your body and mind,
after benders so fun i want to be the one-the one that helps you unwind.

i know it sounds ridiculous that i want what most girls hate,
but it makes me smile thinking of you, walking through my gate,
after 4 days of no sleep...hangover about to kick in,
so from me after it all...you wont hear a din.

you will hear "have you had fun baby" said with meaning and anxious ears,
and "thanks for ringing to let me know coz it saved me shedding precious tears",
you will hear "are you hungry baby" and "let me go run you a bath",
all i ask for this is that you appreciate what you've got, well worth it i think, you do the math.

dont kill my sparkle by taking the piss,
please speak of me in high regard,
coz if you dont then all these things you'll miss,
when i leave that 'dear john' card.

talk to me with a true tongue no matter the crime you confess,
you will learn that i do not judge or think any less,
for life is not so simple that 1 person can lay down the rules,
just take what this life throws at you and do not gladly suffer the fools!